An ode to my sweet Rose,
Never have i known a women as couragous as you.
Never have i loved a girl as beautiful as you.
Never have i imagined a spirit so pure as yours.
Never have i seen such strength as yours.
Never did i feel such kindness as yours.
Never did i imagine having such honor to help raise you.
if someone ever told me i would be a mother of teenager at just twenty six years young [the younger me would have laughed and said Ha! yeah sure] But as i sit here i am overwhelmed with emotions.... Because I am. I am the mother of a teenager! A Beautiful, Kind, Fun, Loving, Forgiving, Courageous, Spunky, Talented Teenager! and i could not be more proud of that title. i say it with confidence and pride, [when i use to be in many ways fearful of it.] fearful of being too young, fearful of messing up, fearful of all that it entailed. i am blown away by the bond that we share. the love i have for you is sometimes hard to fathom!
"i did not give you the gift of life, life gave me the gift of you!"
This past year with you has been nothing short of incredible! Watching your courage and strength to decide to not just settle but to strive and fight for the life you dreamt of has given me both courage and strength. as much as i try to teach you, you have taught me. i continue to learn from you in so many ways. Your smile is something i look forward to waking up to every morning! [even if it takes me five times to wake you!]
As our journey continues i am excited to see you blossom into the incredible woman God has created you to be. Each year i watch you grow new leaves and petals and sometimes you require pruning but never failing your new buds seem to be more stunning then the previous ones. Watching you grow has been remarkable.
i want to say Thank you for choosing me, to guide you through this beautiful journey called life! I am so very PROUD of you! I love you more than all the flowers on this earth and when people ask me my favorite i tell them "my sweet rose!" Congrats on graduating eighth grade with flying colors continue to chase your dreams and to do what you love! today and everyday i am in awe of you! [okay maybe sometimes its AH]
with all my love and praise,
momma machado xo